I’m positive, then others I have no hope. You can only be lied to for so long, and every time I get my hopes up for something, it gets ruined. I don’t ask for a lot and I really don’t have a right to be angry but I am. When I look back on the past and how things used to be, I have regrets, but I also learned a lot. I can’t take back my mistakes but it’s not fair for you to hold them against me.